Frazzled

Please tell me that there is someone out there who is just as confused and afraid as I am!? While sitting at dinner tonight, hardly touching any of my food, my brother looks at me and says, "Did you run into a brick wall today?" Of course I look at him, frazzled, and instead of a verbal reply I shake my head from side to side in the awkward motion suggesting "no." When, in all actuality, I have sprinted full speed into this "brick wall" that my overly intelligent, younger brother, has so delicately pointed out. The thing that bothers me is that this wall was virtually created by myself, therefore making it even harder for me to tear down. I just hope that the decisions I am about to make are the correct ones.

"Dont turn away, what are you looking at? He wasn't happy on the day that he met her." ~Stone Temple Pilots, Sour Girl.

So- I opened two fortune cookies at dinner tonight. Mainly because the first cookie made absolutely no sense at all. My first fortune cookie at dinner said, "You are beautifully ignorant."
What the hell am I supposed to do with that? I don't even know to take that. If you do, let me know. So, with higher expectations, I grab another cookie. I pop open the little plastic bag, and pull out the golden brown cookie. I crack it open and pull out long, white piece of paper. I flip it over and begin to read. This fortune cookie says, "You will make a wise decision in the near future. It will change your life forever."

Fortune cookie always wrong.